#ocgram 012

[artisticmesses]

Selfshiptober Day 1: Confession | Night

summary: Arata catches up with Mikoto after he gets out of work, the rain that comes after encourages Arata to say what he really feels.

word count: 914 words, 5,126 characters

a/n: this fic was based off of the prompt list by @/sennamybeloved! you can check out the prompt list here. also i promised @mukuberry fluff so…

”Hey, Mii-kun, wait up!” Arata would run after him, panting heavily as the painter didn’t go outside much and was carrying bags of freshly bought paint.

“Oh! Ara-kun, hey! It’s been a while, hasn’t it?” Mikoto smiled, turning around to face Arata and waving to him.

Arata would smile back, rushing towards Mikoto’s side, panting slightly. Arata was never the sporty type like Mikoto. He didn’t go on runs or work out on a daily basis since he was busy painting more of the time.

“Although,” Arata thought to himself, “I don’t mind spending more time with Mikoto is never a bad thing to me.”

”Ah, did you just come back from shopping? Is it more art supplies? What are you painting?” Mikoto would tilt his head like a dog looking for a treat.

“Heh, yeah. It’s fresh watercolor paints since I’m trying a new technique. Maybe…” He’d look at Mikoto with his blue eyes, “Maybe I’ll paint something cute. Like you.”

"Ehh? Like me?" Mikoto would blush slightly, scratching his cheek slightly with his free hand. "You think I'm cute?"

Arata would stare at Mikoto for a moment. He didn't mean to say that allowed. It was a simple slip, that's all. Yeah, he can just say it was a slip. Just a thing he thought sub-consciously. That Arata thought Mikoto was cute. No, not just cute. Handsome. Enthralling, even. But he could never say that to him. Not now. Not ever.

"..Yeah, but you know... I-It's nothing. I just think you're cute, that's all." Arata would chuckle awkwardly, fumbling with his hands.

"Oh! Well... It's just, you've said that to me before." Mikoto would make eye contact with Arata. "That it's nothing."

"...I- I do?" Arata would shiver slightly, nervously smiling. Mikoto can't find out. Not now. Not here.

Before Arata could answer, a droplet of rain hit the top of his head. The two men looked up at the sky, the grey clouds joining together and beginning to soak the two. Mikoto would quickly pull out a umbrella, grabbing Arata's hand and pulling him close. Very close.

"Ah, sorry about this, Ara-kun. I just didn't want you to get soaked." Mikoto would chuckle, noticing Arata's grip getting tighter.

"...It's okay. Just... don't let my hand go, okay, Mikoto?" Arata would look up at Mikoto with pleading eyes.

Mikoto would look surprised for a moment, before nodding silently. The two would walk for a couple of blocks, conversations ending as quickly as they started. Their hands were still clasped together tightly, as per Arata’s request. Soon enough, they got to the entrance of Mikoto’s apartment complex.

“Ah… This is my apartment.” Mikoto would look over at Arata with the same smile plastered on his face. “Do you want to come inside?”

“…Mikoto, can I tell you something?” Arata would ask in a shaky voice.

“Oh, of course! I’m here for you, Ara-kun.” Mikoto would turn to face Arata, “Whatever you need.”

Arata would take a deep breath, shaking slightly as he began to speak.

“Mikoto, we’ve known each other for a while… I know can trust you. I know a lot about you, actually.” Arata would look away for a brief moment.

“What I’m trying to say is that… I really like you, Mikoto. I want to be with you… but, not as just friends. I want… more. I love you.” Arata would squeeze Mikoto’s hand tightly.

“…Arata.” Makoto would say softly, a light blush dusting his face and his mouth agape.

Arata could feel the tears welling up in his eyes, preparing to drip down like a pouring rain. There was no chance they could ever go back to normal after this. What would even be the possibility of Mikoto liking him? He doesn’t even like guys. He may not even like Arata anymore. He might just be a freak to Mikoto now.

“Arata! Hey, what’s wrong?” Mikoto would speak in a soft voice. He’d put his hand on the painter’s tear-stained cheek and rubbed it softly.

“I u-understand… if you d-don’t want to be f-friends anymore. If you want.. To get away f-from me.. And if I’m gross to you.” Arata attempted to speak through his tears, his words coming in between gasps and sobs.

“Ara-kun, I love you too.”

“…What?” Arata would stare into Mikoto’s greyish blue eyes.

"Can I show you what I mean?” Mikoto would say, blushing slightly and tearing up.

“…Yes, yes, please. Please, Mii-kun, I’m begging you-“

Arata’s words would get cut off as the ombré-haired man pressed his lips onto the brunette’s. Arata would drop the bags of paint as he wrapped his arms around Mikoto. Mikoto would the same, dropping his umbrella, allowing the two to get soaked by the rain. For a moment, it was if the two were in their own world where it was just the two of them. They didn’t have to worry about the rain or work, they just had each other. Only each other.

Eventually, the two would pull away for air.

"...Thank you, Mikoto. Thank you so much." Arata would smile at Mikoto.

Mikoto would smile back at Arata. "You're welcome, Ara-kun..."

"Should we head inside before we get more soaked?" Arata would chuckle slightly, picking up the bags of paint.

"Yeah, we should." Mikoto would put up the umbrella, holding out his free hand for Arata to hold.

Arata would grab Mikoto's hand tightly, intertwining their fingers as they entered the building together.

Finally together.

[wonderidolhaze]

how tall is arata btw. for no reason

ummm i wanna say 5'4" or 5'5". like he's short but not that short.

perfect cuddling height <3

[mukuberry]

ummm idk if you want this but here is my skrunkly scrimbo ocgram 012.

his name is arata usui. he’s a painter boy who is gay and has a dead boyfriend.

he has a problem recognizing faces often so he gets into the habit of painting them so he doesn’t forgot what they look like.

he also has ummm undiagnosed bipolar disorder and clinical depression but he doesn’t know that yet… his boyfriend being dead does NOT help. ☹️

(this also might potentially be the oc I’m shipping with mikoto… and by might I mean yes.)

i always want whatever silly ocs u show me... or silly anything........ gimme it all 🤲

HE'S REALLY CUTE !!!!!! love the freckles.... he looks so nice n friendly i wanna scrunch him up into a ball n throw him at the wall. i feel like he'd naturally stretch back into his og shape if i did that. mikoto is one lucky boy.... since he's an artist he can help miko with his work :) im sure john would appreciate that,, less stress for everyone ^^

[ryrysakura]

Aimegram

Welcome to Aimegram, This my OCgram you probably already heard about Shun or 015 if not his trial is already there he got guilty. The trial will be some lyrics, poem,text. And with the verdict the order in the next trial will be different. The vote will be on Twitter. For a better time don’t hesitate to give the reason for your vote in private if you want. I will also create a #aimegram so you could find it easily. Now let’s discover the prisoners with the hope you like them or not.

Kuma Oki - 011

Gender : Male

Age : 36

Height : 170cm

Birthday : 21st February

Blood type : O

« Eh ? KiraKira-sama ? Eh- how could I have been confusing you with my dear and precious idol ? Mmmh you’re not too bad either…”

An overweight Otaku who seems to breathe by the only means to talk about “KiraKira-sama”. Other than that he doesn't seem to have any particularity… everything he does turns around her.

Voice Line

1. Me ? I am nothing more than fan Number One of KiraKira-sama The Kuma who will protect her from everything ! KUMA OKI !

2. My mission is to protect KiraKira-sama, so did I !

3. You… you look like KiraKira-sama… I’m probably seeing things right now…

4. None of them Know KiraKira-sama, even the youngsters ! Are they even humans ?

5. You have to vote for me to forgive me ! If I didn’t do that a lot of people would suffer from her loss ! You know that right ?

Shi Rose - 012

Gender : Female

Age : 16

Height : 151 cm

Birthday : April 3rd

Blood type : A

« I can finally start my life… well I wouldn’t say it’s the best start but I guess I won’t complain »

A young lady, she seems to have a vast knowledge that’s made her seems a bit haughty sometimes. She still don’t understand how that’s could be her fault and has resentment against Milgram but either she like the rest of Milgram and how it’s a fun idea in the end.

Voice line

1 - Greetings dear Warden, it seems to be the first time we meet each other right ? So You wouldn’t mind if I introduce myself. My name is Shi. Shi Rose to be precise.

2 - I won’t lie, I'm quite angry at Milgram for that. Thinking that I’m a murderer is quite insulting and disrespectful. I’m not a murder and never going to be one obviously.

3 - Warner, if I don't go too far, you seem to take things seriously right ? Then I think it will go fine but don’t forget what I told you earlier okay ?

4 - If I have to be honest with you, I never found myself around so many people. It's quite overwhelming but… they seem interesting… Oh ! That can be hurtful right ? I mean that they seem fun you see ? I want to learn more about them.

5 - I mean they’re nothing to forgive either way… but if you want to vote me then I see no problem with it… just don’t you dare talk about a murderer around me okay ?

Kyoki Yuai - 013

Gender : Male

Age : 11

Height : 140cm

Birthday : 15th August

Blood type : B

« Big brother! Please let me go home, I can’t leave my parents alone !»

A young boy who is cheerful and playful, always moving around and talking to others but he seems to like the attention and secretly believes that Milgram is a magical place.

Voice line

1 - Howdy ! I’m Kyoki Yuai ! Nice to meet you B’bro ! B for Big !

2 - It’s not my fault ! I didn’t mean to… I swear… Why did he even try to hurt me in the first place…

3 - B’bro I have a question! Are you a magician ? Or sorcerer ? Eh ? You don’t even have a little power ? It sucks…

4 - Everyone is so nice ! That is not surprising… Villains in manga aren’t bad guys ! Oh… would I also be considered a villain… that can't be the case, heroes also do bad things right ?

5 - I didn’t do anything wrong B’bro you have to believe me ! So I can hurry up and go home to see my family…

Hera Ai - 014

Gender : female

Age : 26

Height : 161cm

Blood type : O

“ So this is Milgram ? Not bad, not bad…”

A woman who seems to take everything that comes at her into her situation! Seems pretty chill about Milgram to the point of calling it her best vacation.

Voice Line

1 - Nice to meet you, Warden ! I’m Hera Ai. You can call me Hera.

2 - Things didn’t go very well you see… but well it was planned so I can’t deny it.

3 - I should thank you a lot ! Now I can finally rest. That's awesome ! Milgram is kinda my benefactor when I think about it, love you ! Chu~ chu~

4 - I would have preferred to be alone… but as long as they don’t make too much noise I can deal with them. Oh that child 013… hope he won’t be like them.

5 - Honestly I know that my crime is quite unforgivable so don’t mind me and do your work as long as I can chill there I won’t complain sweetheart.

Quinze Hikari - 015

Gender : Male

Age: 18

Height: 176cm

Birthday: November 1st

Blood type: B

« I’m sure I will be the best prisoner you will have in your life! »

A young adult who keeps a smile on his face, a smile no one could take away.

Looks like he lied about his name.

He doesn't really understand the goal of Milgram but can’t do anything about it for now.

He’s uncomfortable with the heart reading machine and hopes that The jailer sees nothing embarrassing...

Voice Line

1 - I’m Shun Hikari, Hm ? You don’t look satisfied with my answer master ? Oh you don’t react when I call you master did you ego boost up?

2 - I know it’s bad but I had no choice after all. I'm not lucky enough to have many options in my life…

3 - But Master, you’re just a puppet in this show called Milgram but at least you have a great role, we don't all have this chance...

4 - hey! We’re all murderers right? You should be a bit wary. Not everyone is nice like me, you know ?

5 - You can’t blame me only because I’m still alive so forgive me my punishment would be when I ended up in hell at the end of the story okay?

Satoko Dokusousei - 016

Gender : Female

Age : 18

Height : 152cm

Birthday : 25th December

Blood type : A

“ What should I call you ? Baby ? Cherie ? Darling ? Which one ? Oh Satoko has an Idea why not all ! What do you think, baby Cherie darling ?”

A cute highschool girl who is easy to read and acts overly cute to flirt with the other to her own accord putting others in an uncomfortable position sometimes but that where she found the fun.

Voice Line

1 - My name is Satoko Do-Ku-So-Sei ! Did you hear me ? do-ku-so-sei ! Now you won’t forget me okay ? UwU

2 - Bouah~ I know I am duh silly warden !

3 - You’re just… so… SO… CUTEEEE I want to eat your cheek right now ! But you won’t rivalise with me sorry warden <3

4 - Some of them are really cute ! My favorites seem to be CutieShun and Shishi. Just seeing them made me want to wear them !

5 - Oh ? Sorry I can be quite a dummy sometimes and honestly I didn’t do any of this ! I’m sowwy don’t look at me like this~

Akito Usotsuki - 017

Gender : Male

Age : 23

Height : 179 cm

Birthday: 1st January

Blood type : A

“Don’t mind me. Just give a verdict and let’s forget about it”

A normal guy who seems to go with the flow. He seems to be a big introvert with nothing in mind having near to no reaction to Milgram.

1 - Akito Usotsuki. That’s all.

2 - … So I am ? I see.

3 - I don’t know what to think about you.

4 - I don’t know them.

5 - I don’t care, I just ended it quickly.

Caramel Sato - 018

Gender : female

Age : 20

Height : 164cm

Birthday : 15th March

Blood type : B

« You have to be lying right ? That can't be true ! »

A woman who doesn't believe in her murder, she seems to be quite secretive about herself and wants to go back as soon as possible.

1 - Caramel Sato, that's me. Definitely not glad to meet you.

2 - What is wrong with you ? It’s the second time I’m starting to grow tired of all of this bullshit seriously…

3 - You ! You must be his lackey right ? Could you tell him to come get me ? I want to go back…

4 - them ? They seem nice and not dangerous. I'm lucky to be the most dangerous there.

5 - Allow me to be innocent after I killed no one so until you have proof of that I’m innocent !

Muse Nakamura - 019

Gender : Male

Age : 22

Birthday : 30th September

Blood type : O

« I wonder if my ideals would align with Milgram »

A calm and composed man with a very good complexion seems to be one of the strongest in the prison. Even though he has an imposing aura he has an open heart ready to help others.

1 - Nice to meet you, you’re the warden right ? I’m Muse Nakamura.

2 - I have no shame over what’s happened. My actions were just a reaction that they triggered.

3 - So you are the key to this place right ? I mean if you don’t like us we’re dead meat right ?

4 - I hope I don’t scare them… I will keep my distance if that is the case…

5 - I hope Milgram will see where I’m coming from…

Rin Fujiwara - 020

Gender : Female

Age : 20

Birthday : 20th February

Blood type : A

« I don’t understand why you make all this noise for this trash »

A proud woman, who seems to hate anything that is a man being hard and judgmental against them always pointing faults at them.

1 - My name is Rin Fujiwara. Is that all ?

2 - When we think really hard about the question I guess we could say It’s my fault but well he totally deserves it.

3 - I didn’t except you to be that nice with murderer… you’re a bit weird…

4 - The girls are the best but eww for the rest.

5 - The question is not even asking, I can't be wrong you know?

[artisticmesses]

Dreaming About You <3

summary: mikoto and arata have a movie on the weekend and arata falls sleep during it. as a result he has a very interesting dream...

word count: 672 words, 3,825 characters

a/n: might be ooc for mikoto considering I’ve never wrote fanfiction before but it’s also very arata centric so whatever. @mukuberry

It was nearing midnight. They should've been asleep by now, but what is the weekend without liberties from daily life?

Mikoto and Arata decided at least once in a while, the two would pick out a movie, get some popcorn, laid on the couch, and relax together alone.

"Hah… Slow-burn romances are so tedious.” Arata would complain, flipping himself on his back and laying his head on Mikoto’s thigh.

“Aw, come on, Ara-kun! We’re not even halfway through the movie! You’re so impatient.” Mikoto would laugh slightly, reaching for the bucket of popcorn.

“I know… I can’t help it, can I?" Arata would grin at Mikoto. "I guess it's in an artist's nature to criticize."

Mikoto would grin back, his face stuffed with buttered popcorn as they both kept watching the movie. Arata always loved these quieter moments that he got to have with Mikoto. Since the two both had jobs and Mikoto always seemed to have overtime, any moment with Mikoto seemed like a blesssing to Arata. Whether it was them getting a late night dinner, talking to each other about art, or movie night.

It was during these rare moments that Arata’s hands would wander closer to Mikoto. Nothing much, nothing noticiable except the brushing of Arata’s fingers against Mikoto's hand. Even if the grayish blue eyed man did notice, Arata could simply brush it off as him being oblivious. That way nothing would have to change between them. Nothing would have to be said and they could go on with their lives like nothing happened.

“…Hey, Ara-kun?” Mikoto would whisper, wearing a constant smile on his face.

“Ah, he must have noticed by now…” Arata would think to himself, sighing softly before looking up at Mikoto. “Yeah, Mii-kun?”

“When were you going to tell me about these feelings you had?”

Arata would stare up at Mikoto, dumbfounded. He was sure Mikoto couldn’t have known… Arata made sure he could never known. He didn’t know if Mikoto liked guys, let alone if he even liked Arata that way. Arata could never take that chance…

”W-Wait— How did-?”

“It wasn’t that hard. I mean, do you really think I’m that clueless?” Mikoto would let out a small laugh, intertwining his fingers with Arata’s.

A faint blush spread across Arata’s face. “I… I n-never thought… You’re into guys?”

“You didn’t know? I thought it was pretty obvious I liked you too..”

“You… You what?” Arata would stare up at Mikoto, “You mean it…?”

”Of course I do.” Mikoto would move his hand to Arata’s face, caressing his cheek gently. “Can I, umm… kiss you?”

Arata would let out a quiet gasp, slowly raising his hand so he could place it over Mikoto's. "Please... Please do."

Mikoto smiled and god, did Arata love it when he smiled. Arata's free hand moved towards Mikoto's shoulder, while Mikoto's free hand moved up the small of Arata's back. Their chests pressed together as the two leaned towards each other. Minutes away from kissing, they looked into each others' eyes, a quick glance.

"Arata... Arata..."

"Oi, Arata! Wake up!" Mikoto's voice rang out in the living room, sounding rough and harsh.

Arata shot up from his place of rest, his eyes darting all over the room. "Huh? What?"

"Ahh... Jeez, you're finally awake. You missed the entire movie... It's really late now." Mikoto would mumble, placing the now empty popcorn bowl on the table.

"Oh... So it was just a dream. Of course it was." Arata thought to himself, sighing before responding to Mikoto. "Ah.. I'm sorry, Mikoto... I guess I didn't sleep well last night. I promise I'll stay awake the next time we do this."

"..Hah, you know I can't be mad at you, Ara-kun! Don't worry about it! I should probably head back to my apartment anyways.." Mikoto would rub his neck.

"Ah.. Of course, Mii-kun. I'll see you... next time." Arata would give a strained smile.

That's right. Nothing would have to change between them. Nothing was done...

It was just a dream.

[artisticmesses]

i think early into miko and arata's relationship, arata wouldn't really know how to filter his inner thoughts.

so mikoto could be talking about his work day and arata would zone out for a bit before saying "hm, this sounds quite boring."

and then they'd both pause before arata immediately goes back saying he didn't mean it and mikoto can keep talking.

then after the convo, mikoto's (probably) like "hm, what a weird conversation!"

and the next thing that appears in arata's search history is "fastest way to kill myself"

[mukuberry]

im saying this out of context but god do “lose your head” by vane lily and “tokyo ghetto” by eve fit my ocgram 011 & 012

in other news, i have names for my wardens:

mamoru ichinose (He/Him) & Miju (last name unknown, but known to me <333) (She/Her)

their aliases are ‘Thorn’ (Miju) & ‘Rose’ (Mamoru)

overseer doesn’t really have a name so just call her the overseer

mamoru will be a hairy man

i saw 'mamoru will be a hairy man' and blacked out for awhile where am i. a smart hairy man in his 40s...... if he ever gets overwhelmed doing his warden work i can think of a few ways to help him destress 🥰

Last name unknown to the public...... scary.... what r u planning............ if miju is a thorn and mamoru is the rose then i guess the overseer is kinda like the stem that connects them... and milgram itself is the roots? something like that;; or maybe not lmao. Her being a thorn is worrying, ig she's kinda mean,, but thorns exist to protect the rose from harm, so I'll trust she's not malicious ^^

[mukuberry]

ocgram idol au

group 1: 003 + 005

group 2: 004 + 006 + 010

solo: 002 + 009 + 012

001 - not an idol, mother's bf works backstage in the idol industry, ends up being dragged around by the two of them. hates most idols as he views them as liars, but cares for 012. victims are ????

002 - beloved ex-idol, retired early due to guilt over 'lying' to fans long ago but is still involved in the idol world as a behind the scenes mentor. victim is alive, they never met eachother

003 - very dedicated idol, been in the scene for years but grouped with 005 last year and will do anything to be most popular, views everyone as competition even if friendly with them. victim is alive and an idol, took a break after an argument with 003

004 - forced into industry at young age, wants to quit but doesn't. since she's not very expressive or talkative, she's used more to support the others rather than being centre-stage. victim is alive, their relationship is somehow even more distant than in canon, will probably die later due to same reasons as canon

005 - most popular idol, debuted as group with 003, fits the idol role perfectly. tries to seem princey, very good at it, fanservice god. friendly with idols off-stage, but kind of pushy with 003. victim doesn't exist anymore lol

006 - delaying retirement, likes the sense of community and purpose she gets from her job and doesnt want to lose it. naturally plays the cutsey role. victim is alive, he's her biggest fan but they don't know eachother personally

007 - not an idol, very dedicated stan, kinda stalkery, likes to pit idols against eachother. victim is dead, exact same murder as his canon story

008 - not an idol but a manager. desperately wants to be an idol but never tried and is too late now, lives through her idols fame while secretly resenting them. treats them well regardless, looks down on fans. victim is alive, they never met eachother

009 - ex-idol, used to be popular until recent accident. unable to work due to injuries, could return once theyve healed but quit anyway, tries to stay away from public eye as much as possible. victim is dead, exact same murder as his canon story

010 - very popular idol! naturally very energetic and friendly, extremely dedicated to her work and cares most about her fans and bringing them joy. knows to keep her distance due to her identity, but still wants to be close with them all. most popular in group. victim is ????

011 - ?

012 - really really wanted to be an idol when younger, trained hard and recently debuted, but now hates it. secretly idolises other idols but doesn't admit it, sticks with her job to stay around them. hates her fans. victim is alive, they never met eachother

cant think of a good way to fit my Es + Jackalope in here.... uuuu